moc exams!!! and stabbers!!!!

today i had my moc exams and they were so boring! well i found it quite easy. i turned up to the exam, and i went in and felt cold, not because of the weather, but because of the people in there! the look on there faces at me, the i cant rebovered 2 smile look! its sooooo annoyong, because the people i took care of, when they were going through hard times they look at me and cant rebovered to say hello or nufin! i have lost aload os friends because of one person, and the people that are horrible now, they'll remember it, because there will be a time where they will say 2 me, be my friend, and i will 4give them, but i will say, 'you were not there when i needed you, i have my real friends(the solids), i dont need you!'. man why does school have to be this way, why cant people be nice and friendly. why make my school life crap! i suppose i have become a better person out of it, in a way, but it still hurts! hurts when your best mate stabs you in the back, makes you cry and feel lonely, then thers the followers, they tag along and dont give me a look. me and my old best mate(cant say name) were so close, we were the bessed friends we went everywhere 2gever! i loved her so much, and it hurts, hurts me 2 see her laughing at me, talking to peole about me(so i can hear) now thats not a good m8 isit? ohh well! you dont want 2 here my life story so bye bye!!!!!!