poem for matty angel(my close m8 that died)

Your cheerful smile

Your caressing hand

It's the really simple things That made your life look so grand

You were a special friend

It was in your eyes I seen the truth

There were no disguise It's your spirit Maybe your soul

But my life without you is so painfully old

You've been a true friend Im glad to say

Im so very empty now uve gone away

life and stuff........

well how am i getting on?? ive heard the sayin you need to act happy to be happy.... so is that true? well thats what i am doing, im trying, really depressed inside and angry and hurt, but supose life goes on even though sometimes u dont want it to. mayby i have came across bossy or say things to people thats rude(as a joke most of the time) but i dont mean it, i mean i love all my m8s to bits, just growin up i have learned that i dont care what people think of me(deep down i do) and dont really watch what i say!!!gets me in trouble and loses people through it, ive just started noticing the way i am, i can be bossy, and well lots of ova stuff but thats just the way iv grown up, not meaning to be!

anyway....im in college now, quite stressful! losing loads of my work blah blah blah!!! hearing people talk about how so much CRAP is going on right now in there lifes, so i ask, whats that then???as nosey as i am, and some reply and say well i ada row with my mum and my boyfriend wont answer and blah blah blah!!!! im thinkin.....what the hell!!!!! i say, u really dont know what stress is! people moan about so many petty things, not sayin i havnt cuz im a big moaner! but when sumit bad happens and u lose sooooo many things that mean so much to u, you think, all those petty things are just soooo little!! as u can see all this has been playing on my mind, thinking about all these different things, so i write it down!! LIFES A BATTLE!! supose u just gota fight it! and TRY to be strong and win it in the end.

not much else to say lol INABIT!!