sad news.... good night my sweet angel

one of my close m8s got killed ina car accident... some of u mite of seen me on the news breakin my heart puttin flowers down where my angel died. it was my bro's gf's bro, he lived at my bro's. i was soo close to him, 2 weeks ago he got me a braclet, bless him, and last week me and him babysitted 4 our nephew and niece, we wer ther on da sofa all happy watchin t.v, he went up kabab shop 4 me and got me kabab, next mornin i jumped on him 2 wake him up, and he got up and went to shop 2 get sum bread and made me toast and tea and we sat and eat in and watched matilda as he was ticklin my leg. i miss him i want him back, i loved and cared 4 him soo much, theres alot to say bout me and matt, and how close we are, but its hurtin, just ask me and mayb ill tell u. he rang me up sayin he loves me loads and me and him wer such good m8s! i found out when i was in manchester, i am cryin and in shock, my sweeet angel dies early hours saterday morning comin bk in a car, he was in the back, and there were 3 of then amd they all his in 2 wall and all 3 got killed. its all over da news and papers, read and look at it.

ive never felt pain and hurt in my life, matts up on my wall now, his pic is so lovely he had a cheecky smile and sumtimes we argued and we would say sum stuff we didnt mean then laugh about it after, he's so lovely, my sweet angel, 18 and killed. i feel like sum1 just stabbed me in the heart wiv a knife then ripped it back out and the pain wont go away, its all hot and bibbly inside me and i cant hardly breath where i miss him and im grievin. his funurals monday, i just dont know what else to say. i miss him soooo much the pain wont go,plz pray 4 larry and brie and family(my bro&gf)as they are heartbroken cuz he livd ther and they love him soooo much.

im going now. i love u so much matt, ull always have a place in my heart my sweet angell.
im still sprung on u(remember!) IM SPRUNG! goodnight.

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